One final fantasy of the cruel reality

First I want to say that if you want to see the full photo, please click on the preview one - it\'s 500x300 px large which might be the reason that it doesn\'t fit in the page. But again, PLEASE CLICK ON THE PICTURE TO SEE WHOLE IMAGE. In my little masterpiece I want to show the spectators that it you want a full life you\\\\\\\'ve got to follow your dreams, however, dreams alone won\\\\\\\'t make your life a bed of roses. To live in a bed of roses you\\\\\\\'ve got to do something for it, to make your life easier and better. First picture I made presents me, following my dreams, living a life I am trying to live - success through handball, through guitar, through snowboarding and wind surfing which are my 4 favourite hobbies and with whom I\\\\\\\'m following my dreams - and making whatever is in my power to reach them. The words Amor Vincit Omnia come from a latin phrase that would be described as Love conquers all - which is also my life\\\\\\\'s moto. If you love sports, love music, you\\\\\\\'ll enjoy life. If you don\\\\\\\'t care about anything at all, you wish you never were born. The bright background of the picture indicates that there\\\\\\\'s no questions about this at all. Second picture presents my alter ego, what I could be if I wouldn\\\\\\\'t know love. As I said without love everything is pointless and you have no desires what-so-ever. And this is what my alter ego presents - a man with no love who would suffer in life. You see - because I don\\\\\\\'t love anything I don\\\\\\\'t care for anything and all that exists inside me is anger and revenge which burst out of me because I can no longer keep it inside me. That is the reason I am having guns in guitar suitcase instead of guitar, that\\\\\\\'s the reason I have rocket launchers on my snowboard - because I do not love snowboarding but it\\\\\\\'s a thing I have to do to get to my target. Having no love is also the reason for a latin phrase on the picture - \\\\\\\'Acta Non Verba\\\\\\\' which means \\\\\\\'Actions not words\\\\\\\'. It is also a reason for a much darker background than the background in the first picture. The third picture is a mixture of both egos - which would survive in a fight that'd be happening inside me, inside my mind. As you can see the background still is darker, showing that if both egos were mixed inside me I wouldn\\\\\\\'t like many things but I\\\\\\\'d still have love because the phrase Amor Vincit Omnia almost completly renders the phrase Acta Non Verba which is behind it. The left bottom corner, however, indicates that my alter ego is still fighting to exist - shooting my guitar with a guitar suitcase but my ego remains still and the alter ego\\\\\\\'s faded almost completly away (right corner of the picture) - love exists and nothing can take that away from me.